Saturday, November 21, 2009
AHHHHHHHHH
IT'S 1.14AM NOW AND I AM STILL NOT SLEEPING!!! TMR WILL BE A LONG LONG DAY, CIP FROM 10AM TO 10PM!!
summary for today:
1) Blogged in the morning
2) Traveled down to clementi to make balloons and pack shirts. it is really tough to pack according to the order forms!
3) Went cat high for CO 10th anniversary gathering. It was more fun than i thought it would be! I managed to sell five ocip t-shirts there! hehehe (:
Hmm then we played soccer until 11pm, it was fun!!!! I played barefooted and my feet are really pain right now D: My spectacles got hit by the ball and when i got home, IT BROKE! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm going to wear a n00b crooked pair of spectacles tmr D: D: D:
summary for today:
1) Blogged in the morning
2) Traveled down to clementi to make balloons and pack shirts. it is really tough to pack according to the order forms!
3) Went cat high for CO 10th anniversary gathering. It was more fun than i thought it would be! I managed to sell five ocip t-shirts there! hehehe (:
Hmm then we played soccer until 11pm, it was fun!!!! I played barefooted and my feet are really pain right now D: My spectacles got hit by the ball and when i got home, IT BROKE! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm going to wear a n00b crooked pair of spectacles tmr D: D: D:
1:14 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
Haven't blogged for eleven days
I'm very blur and mix-up with the dates! OP was like a week ago only?!?! It seemed to me that it ended 3 weeks ago!!! And what the hell have I been doing for the past few days arh? Maybe i haven't been doing anything constructive at all!
okay let's start with 13/11/2009, Friday, Friday the 13th.
Oral Presentation. I TOTALLY screwed myself during the Q&A and I was damn sad about it after the whole thing. It was more of worried than sad i think. I'm worried that I'll get a B and after which i started thinking about my preliminary ideas, Eom and I&R and i kept having the feeling that I didnt put in enough effort to do the individual component DD:
hmm i think i read from yinhwee's blog that after you ended a conversation or an interview, you will sometimes start to review what you could have said to make it much much better and make it the way you initially wanted to present yourself. AND THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS TO ME!! EVEN AFTER THE OP Q&A D:
I remember I had a chinese debate competition when i was primary six and my team lost.. then after i went home, i kept thinking about what i should have said to oppose their stand and i started imagining myself still competing in the debate and talking to myself in the mirror while I was in the toilet bathing. That's stupid isn't it, but that's what i used to do.
15/11/2009-16/11/2009 The Flea Market Fund Raising For SPCA
It was quite a GREAT experience despite the sunburn that we had after exposing our skin to the blazing sun for like 16 hours? haha. I would like to help out tmr at outram but CANNOT D: I think the atmosphere at outram would be much much better than the previous one!
16/11/2009 The Two O ONE TWO
Watched 2012 at plaza sing, with jieqi, jordan,weiqing and kenny hehe! It was quite a nice film and was worth the $6.50. I saved every single cent of my breakfast/lunch/dinner money to watch this leh. hehe. After the movie, we started a very lame discussion about 'the end of the world'. okay. We walked around and made our way to paradiz to play lan! lolol, my FIFA is super n00b!!!!! really damn damn noob haha.
17/11/2009
A day with jieqi and OCIP meeting at night, thanks thanks :D
18/11/2009
KENZO's HOUSE! From june holidays say until now then go his house... It wasnt very awkward even though we hadn't seen each other for 5 months and it was fun to go to his house. I played the drums and he taught me some songs too. hm then we went to GYM and worked out. headed to eat tou4 hua1 and bus-ed back to his house to have dinner. I had lunch and dinner at his house and saved $! yay!
Reached home at around 1am, damn late!
19/11/2009
Woke up in the morning and switched on the computer and spent 1 hour plus doing the CIP after action review. I didnt eat breakfast and lunch. It was raining outside and there was noone at home as usual. I WAS REALLY BORED AND LONELY AT HOME. I wasn't like that last year. I started to have this habit of going out everyday and the dont-want-to-stay-at-home feeling this year. I really cant stand staying at home during the day. okay so i texted jieqi to go out with me and she's really good and agreed. hmm we spent the later half of the day at toa payoh!
20/11/2009
HEY! 20/11/2009 is today! i dun think you (the reader) will read until here la hor, my post is so super naggy hahaha. kk i got to prepare to go CLEMENTI again to help out!!
byebye!!! :D
okay let's start with 13/11/2009, Friday, Friday the 13th.
Oral Presentation. I TOTALLY screwed myself during the Q&A and I was damn sad about it after the whole thing. It was more of worried than sad i think. I'm worried that I'll get a B and after which i started thinking about my preliminary ideas, Eom and I&R and i kept having the feeling that I didnt put in enough effort to do the individual component DD:
hmm i think i read from yinhwee's blog that after you ended a conversation or an interview, you will sometimes start to review what you could have said to make it much much better and make it the way you initially wanted to present yourself. AND THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS TO ME!! EVEN AFTER THE OP Q&A D:
I remember I had a chinese debate competition when i was primary six and my team lost.. then after i went home, i kept thinking about what i should have said to oppose their stand and i started imagining myself still competing in the debate and talking to myself in the mirror while I was in the toilet bathing. That's stupid isn't it, but that's what i used to do.
15/11/2009-16/11/2009 The Flea Market Fund Raising For SPCA
It was quite a GREAT experience despite the sunburn that we had after exposing our skin to the blazing sun for like 16 hours? haha. I would like to help out tmr at outram but CANNOT D: I think the atmosphere at outram would be much much better than the previous one!
16/11/2009 The Two O ONE TWO
Watched 2012 at plaza sing, with jieqi, jordan,weiqing and kenny hehe! It was quite a nice film and was worth the $6.50. I saved every single cent of my breakfast/lunch/dinner money to watch this leh. hehe. After the movie, we started a very lame discussion about 'the end of the world'. okay. We walked around and made our way to paradiz to play lan! lolol, my FIFA is super n00b!!!!! really damn damn noob haha.
17/11/2009
A day with jieqi and OCIP meeting at night, thanks thanks :D
18/11/2009
KENZO's HOUSE! From june holidays say until now then go his house... It wasnt very awkward even though we hadn't seen each other for 5 months and it was fun to go to his house. I played the drums and he taught me some songs too. hm then we went to GYM and worked out. headed to eat tou4 hua1 and bus-ed back to his house to have dinner. I had lunch and dinner at his house and saved $! yay!
Reached home at around 1am, damn late!
19/11/2009
Woke up in the morning and switched on the computer and spent 1 hour plus doing the CIP after action review. I didnt eat breakfast and lunch. It was raining outside and there was noone at home as usual. I WAS REALLY BORED AND LONELY AT HOME. I wasn't like that last year. I started to have this habit of going out everyday and the dont-want-to-stay-at-home feeling this year. I really cant stand staying at home during the day. okay so i texted jieqi to go out with me and she's really good and agreed. hmm we spent the later half of the day at toa payoh!
20/11/2009
HEY! 20/11/2009 is today! i dun think you (the reader) will read until here la hor, my post is so super naggy hahaha. kk i got to prepare to go CLEMENTI again to help out!!
byebye!!! :D
11:15 AM
Monday, November 9, 2009
because i played maplestory for soooo damn long.
i havent bathed.
my body is sticky, my eyes are tired and my face is damn oily.
my hair is like some siao ding dong hair style :O
my body is sticky, my eyes are tired and my face is damn oily.
my hair is like some siao ding dong hair style :O
12:30 AM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
i'm so sad =(
The day was good for me. 'Three hours of summer' was not as bad as i thought it would be :D It was fun going out with my class and i love my class a lot (: and i'm Mr. Greedy (:
It was so tired after a day of activities but i still had to go for ocip meeting. It is torturous for me to still act and speak to other team members as if i'm enthu but in actual fact i just feel like keeping quiet and rest. I have to talk to others, i have to make friends if not i will lose out to the rest. that is my mentality. BUT WHY DO I ALWAYS FIND MYSELF TALKING NONSENSE AND RUBBISH WHEN I'M TRYING TO START/SUSTAIN A CONVERSATION? IT REALLY SUCKS. IT'S LIKE YOU KNOW THAT WHAT YOU SAY IS TOTALLY IRRELEVANT AND YOU STILL SAY IT. AND IT'S LIKE YOU KNOW WHAT YOU SAY WILL MAKE PEOPLE FEEL DIFFICULT TO REPLY AND YOU STILL SAY IT. AND IT'S LIKE YOU ALREADY KNOW SOMETHING BUT YOU STILL POSE A QUESTION TO OTHERS JUST TO HAVE SOMETHING TO ASK AND YOU MAKE IT SEEM SO FAKE ALL THE TIME.
what the fuck man. i was so happy when i was with my class and the meeting totally ruined my day. i want to have good relationship with other members but i found myself giving short replies when people are trying to initiate conversation with me. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? and you know what, this situation will never improve, seriously. it will only turn worse to a point where there is no way for me to blend into the group again because everyone is familiar and comfortable with one another except for me. this will make me even more timid to voice my opinions during meetings and i will just spend the pre-expedition trip, the cambodia trip and the post-expedition trip all by myself.
I don't seem to act as my true self when i'm in there. I'm not comfortable with people at all. I can't adapt and blend in.
i thought it would be a fun trip, but i guess i was wrong.
It was so tired after a day of activities but i still had to go for ocip meeting. It is torturous for me to still act and speak to other team members as if i'm enthu but in actual fact i just feel like keeping quiet and rest. I have to talk to others, i have to make friends if not i will lose out to the rest. that is my mentality. BUT WHY DO I ALWAYS FIND MYSELF TALKING NONSENSE AND RUBBISH WHEN I'M TRYING TO START/SUSTAIN A CONVERSATION? IT REALLY SUCKS. IT'S LIKE YOU KNOW THAT WHAT YOU SAY IS TOTALLY IRRELEVANT AND YOU STILL SAY IT. AND IT'S LIKE YOU KNOW WHAT YOU SAY WILL MAKE PEOPLE FEEL DIFFICULT TO REPLY AND YOU STILL SAY IT. AND IT'S LIKE YOU ALREADY KNOW SOMETHING BUT YOU STILL POSE A QUESTION TO OTHERS JUST TO HAVE SOMETHING TO ASK AND YOU MAKE IT SEEM SO FAKE ALL THE TIME.
what the fuck man. i was so happy when i was with my class and the meeting totally ruined my day. i want to have good relationship with other members but i found myself giving short replies when people are trying to initiate conversation with me. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? and you know what, this situation will never improve, seriously. it will only turn worse to a point where there is no way for me to blend into the group again because everyone is familiar and comfortable with one another except for me. this will make me even more timid to voice my opinions during meetings and i will just spend the pre-expedition trip, the cambodia trip and the post-expedition trip all by myself.
I don't seem to act as my true self when i'm in there. I'm not comfortable with people at all. I can't adapt and blend in.
i thought it would be a fun trip, but i guess i was wrong.
12:24 AM
Friday, November 6, 2009
Whee! (:
FINALLY FINISH DOWNLOADING MAPLESEA!
yay, can play with jiawen, qianwen, jas, lorraine and nelson!
took two jabs today and they made my arms so weary!!
my first ever trip to SPCA today! animals are cute, cats are scary!
tomorrow!
-Class Lunch!
-DXO apollo!
-OCIP meeting!
byebye and goodnight! :D
yay, can play with jiawen, qianwen, jas, lorraine and nelson!
took two jabs today and they made my arms so weary!!
my first ever trip to SPCA today! animals are cute, cats are scary!
tomorrow!
-Class Lunch!
-DXO apollo!
-OCIP meeting!
byebye and goodnight! :D
11:41 PM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
A post by the self-deluded jonathan leaw
comparison
difference:
yinhwee is fat and ugly
layeng is fat and ugly
weiqing is skinny and ugly
jiawen is fat and ugly
qianwen is fat and ugly
jieqi is beautiful.
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similarity:
both jonathan and jordan are shuai and cool.
10:42 AM
Monday, November 2, 2009
my legs 很累
Saturday (31/10/2009)
I woke up in the morning at 10 plus, damn damn 'excited' about the long anticipated SNEC outing. We were supposed to meet at marina bay at 11am, but in the end, everyone turned up late, including myself. AND THE MOST WTF THING IS ONLY FOUR PEOPLE TURNED UP!!! four men. 四个男人. tseyean, ray, hunter phoon and me. two of them are strangers to me. hmm it makes you wonder what the hell can 四个陌生的男人 do right. lol that's what i was thinking too.
here's what we did:
1) take bus to marina barrage
2) walk one round in like less than ten minutes
3) take bus back to marina bay MRT (saw layeng on the bus lol)
4) take train to city hall
5) walk with awkwardness through the city link
6) have lunch at food court
7) watch JENNIFER'S HOT BODY
8) dismissal
Something to comment about bullet point (7). I dont really like the storyline of the movie but some scenes are really nice hehe.
I made my way down to Bishan and collected the drinks with wq and transported them to JU-ON to sell!!! It was quite a success as we managed to sell everything before 9pm! It was a fun event and me, jordan and kenny were damn SIAO when we sang Lian AI-ing with cheankiat playing the guitar! totally CRAZY!
the event was fun for me partly becos we were okay already (:
Sunday (01/11/2009)
As usual i woke up and jumped off my bed! SOCCER! LATE! My parents very good to me, fetched me to wenxuan's house there. This soccer meeting was the most successful and the one with the most attendance in history. FIFTEEN PEOPLE WENT FOR IT. that's like about half of 4-9. We played until 2pm and i was totally shacked. BUT it was fun!
Had lunch at J8 and MRT-ed to city hall with tsunngai, dillon and weichen aka the malaysian bastards. Dillon got this secret message from his friend that Starbucks will be giving out drink cups if we can provide them with a magic question: CAN I HAVE MY PERMISSION TO WISH?
AND IT REALLY WORKED!!! it's damn cool de. I asked the girl (who was quite cute!), 'may i have my permission to wish?' and she said 'YES SURE! What drink do you want?' DAMN COOL DE. IT's LIKE SOME REALLY CUTE AND BEAUTIFUL ANGEL GIVING YOU A PERMISSION TO HAVE A FREE DRINK. So all of us got ourselves a free starbucks drink. lol
After that we helped tsun ngai brainstorm and look for presents that he wants to give his crush on her birthday. haha so we walked around marina square and suntec city to buy his presents lor. Then weichen and tsun ngai left. Dillon and I made our way down to bugis to buy things!!!
I got myself a new BAG!!!! YAY!!!!!
The most astonishing thing about today was that i spent a total of 70 BUCKS! In one day?!?! OMG!! Will have to eat grass for the rest of the month.
After playing soccer and shopping for so long, my legs really really 很累. i still have to walk around kovan to buy sovenirs for the elderly for the CIP on thursday. It was seriously damn tiring. And the process of carrying so many things around was really torturous.
that's all for sunday.
happy 5th month anniversary :D
see you tmr :D
~this post is so long!
here's what we did:
1) take bus to marina barrage
2) walk one round in like less than ten minutes
3) take bus back to marina bay MRT (saw layeng on the bus lol)
4) take train to city hall
5) walk with awkwardness through the city link
6) have lunch at food court
7) watch JENNIFER'S HOT BODY
8) dismissal
Something to comment about bullet point (7). I dont really like the storyline of the movie but some scenes are really nice hehe.
I made my way down to Bishan and collected the drinks with wq and transported them to JU-ON to sell!!! It was quite a success as we managed to sell everything before 9pm! It was a fun event and me, jordan and kenny were damn SIAO when we sang Lian AI-ing with cheankiat playing the guitar! totally CRAZY!
the event was fun for me partly becos we were okay already (:
Sunday (01/11/2009)
As usual i woke up and jumped off my bed! SOCCER! LATE! My parents very good to me, fetched me to wenxuan's house there. This soccer meeting was the most successful and the one with the most attendance in history. FIFTEEN PEOPLE WENT FOR IT. that's like about half of 4-9. We played until 2pm and i was totally shacked. BUT it was fun!
Had lunch at J8 and MRT-ed to city hall with tsunngai, dillon and weichen aka the malaysian bastards. Dillon got this secret message from his friend that Starbucks will be giving out drink cups if we can provide them with a magic question: CAN I HAVE MY PERMISSION TO WISH?
AND IT REALLY WORKED!!! it's damn cool de. I asked the girl (who was quite cute!), 'may i have my permission to wish?' and she said 'YES SURE! What drink do you want?' DAMN COOL DE. IT's LIKE SOME REALLY CUTE AND BEAUTIFUL ANGEL GIVING YOU A PERMISSION TO HAVE A FREE DRINK. So all of us got ourselves a free starbucks drink. lol
After that we helped tsun ngai brainstorm and look for presents that he wants to give his crush on her birthday. haha so we walked around marina square and suntec city to buy his presents lor. Then weichen and tsun ngai left. Dillon and I made our way down to bugis to buy things!!!
I got myself a new BAG!!!! YAY!!!!!
The most astonishing thing about today was that i spent a total of 70 BUCKS! In one day?!?! OMG!! Will have to eat grass for the rest of the month.
After playing soccer and shopping for so long, my legs really really 很累. i still have to walk around kovan to buy sovenirs for the elderly for the CIP on thursday. It was seriously damn tiring. And the process of carrying so many things around was really torturous.
that's all for sunday.
happy 5th month anniversary :D
see you tmr :D
~this post is so long!
12:45 AM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
School = do nothing?
i'm so depressed because i just weighed myself on the weighing scale and it reads 59kg. i lost another kilogram :( what the shit :( :(
i want to eat a lot and at the same time stay away from oily fried unhealthy food to maintain a healthy diet. but is it possible or not?
i want to grow more horizontal and not vertical please... jordan suggested me that i should eat a lot of eggs cos eggs have high protein content and it helps to gain fats/muscles. i shall eat two eggs every morning from now on.
recently i've been a bit heck care about my OCIP. i find myself dao-ing all the emails and the important files uploaded =( AND I NEED TO TAKE A PRECAUTION JAB AT A CLINIC IN JURONG AND I DUN EVEN KNOW WHERE THE PLACE IS ANDDDDD NOONE IS GOING WITH ME :( i should have asked some friends to join me in the OCIP, seriously. i dont mind being alone in there, but it somehow makes me feel uninterested and unmotivated in the OCIP when there is noone there to accompany me D:
okay what else?
- oh ya, i play maple until damn sian, not exciting at all!
- I WILL EXCUSE MYSELF FROM SWIMMING TMR
Random personal reflection:
I don't think i have a clear understanding of what jealousy is to me. Sometimes i don't even know if i'm jealous or not. there is one thing that i find myself always doing even if i'm NOT jealous at all. i will hide my jealousy and make sure that my face and my words don't show any signs of it, so that people will not see through what's on my mind. is that normal?
i want to eat a lot and at the same time stay away from oily fried unhealthy food to maintain a healthy diet. but is it possible or not?
i want to grow more horizontal and not vertical please... jordan suggested me that i should eat a lot of eggs cos eggs have high protein content and it helps to gain fats/muscles. i shall eat two eggs every morning from now on.
recently i've been a bit heck care about my OCIP. i find myself dao-ing all the emails and the important files uploaded =( AND I NEED TO TAKE A PRECAUTION JAB AT A CLINIC IN JURONG AND I DUN EVEN KNOW WHERE THE PLACE IS ANDDDDD NOONE IS GOING WITH ME :( i should have asked some friends to join me in the OCIP, seriously. i dont mind being alone in there, but it somehow makes me feel uninterested and unmotivated in the OCIP when there is noone there to accompany me D:
okay what else?
- oh ya, i play maple until damn sian, not exciting at all!
- I WILL EXCUSE MYSELF FROM SWIMMING TMR
Random personal reflection:
I don't think i have a clear understanding of what jealousy is to me. Sometimes i don't even know if i'm jealous or not. there is one thing that i find myself always doing even if i'm NOT jealous at all. i will hide my jealousy and make sure that my face and my words don't show any signs of it, so that people will not see through what's on my mind. is that normal?
7:37 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I DID NOTHING CONSTRUCTIVE FROM 8AM TO 3PM
why did i go school today?
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why did i go school today?
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8:22 PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
edit:
it feels good when you help people with your heart and your sincerity.
it feels bad when you don't know if that person is treating you as a nuisance for helping him.
____________________________________________________________it feels good when you help people with your heart and your sincerity.
it feels bad when you don't know if that person is treating you as a nuisance for helping him.
Dick in the Box
omg i spent the last few hours watching lame videos such as A DICK IN A BOX. i've watched it six times already haha.
here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WhwbxEfy7fg
today was quite relaxing except for pw i guess. my eyelids were so heavy while we discussed our WR!
Biology: as expected, i got a U for bio- 36.5 (: we had an intense marks sourcing session and due to our effort, i was awarded another 2 marks, so it's 38.5
hmm we nv seem to realize something is good until we know that that we're going to lose it. mr ngoh is actually not bad de lor. we kept complaining about him :( as time passes, i can see how he has tried to improve on his teaching. he sounded so sad that day when we showed sarcasm on him.
PE: We're officially the Frisbee Champions after saying it for so many weeks. 7G is the Frisbee Champion!! whoo yea! ~~
nothing much for the rest of the day actually!
i'm going to sleep now!!!
here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WhwbxEfy7fg
today was quite relaxing except for pw i guess. my eyelids were so heavy while we discussed our WR!
Biology: as expected, i got a U for bio- 36.5 (: we had an intense marks sourcing session and due to our effort, i was awarded another 2 marks, so it's 38.5
hmm we nv seem to realize something is good until we know that that we're going to lose it. mr ngoh is actually not bad de lor. we kept complaining about him :( as time passes, i can see how he has tried to improve on his teaching. he sounded so sad that day when we showed sarcasm on him.
PE: We're officially the Frisbee Champions after saying it for so many weeks. 7G is the Frisbee Champion!! whoo yea! ~~
nothing much for the rest of the day actually!
i'm going to sleep now!!!
12:31 AM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
lol never get into the tag attachment. i thought i crapped quite well during the interview lor haha. nvm, i didnt prepare to get in anyway. congrats for those who got in (:
bye.
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mixedbye.
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i walked so much today. strolled around at hougang mall for an hour plus before making my way down to plaza sing to walk for another hour plus. so tired. i will off my com before ten and go sleep i promise.
i'm weird. i want people to feel bad, but i dont want them to feel so sad because i love them. it's not like i will be happier if i successfully make them feel bad/guilty. so what exactly do i want?
i'm trying to heck care everything and lead my life in my way.
9:08 PM
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Hello it's 2am
Sleepover at kexin's house was very fun even though i think i didnt enjoy myself to the fullest!
The rock band thingy made so many people addict to it and i must point out that chengteng was the most shuai and pro drummer + vocalist for the night.
uhm yufong's and kexin's birthday! celebrated it with FOUR cakes lol. i think they did enjoy themselves hugging each other hor. next time i shall find some chio bu with the same birthday as me and celebrate with her.
and oh, i did a very stupid thing halfway through the stayover. i only knew how to get fun out of everything but didnt give a damn about the consequence. sorry yufong.
me, jieqi, yinhwee, jordan and weiqing took a lot of pictures together using cassy's imac!! and the photos are damn chio de la! but they are all gone now T.T SADNESS
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today: 20th october 2009
we got back section B of our chem paper and i almost teared when i saw my marks. 10 out of fourty marks. weary good. i felt like squeezing my head into the toilet bowl when i looked through all the lousy answers i've written. i didnt have time to finish the paper. i already knew that my marks will be lousy but then what's worst is that the result turn out to be even lower than your low expectation :( sorry jonathan..
hm but being a strong and determined jonathan leaw, i easily got over my disastrous results after the lesson. A tap on the shoulder by a friend does help a lot i must say (: and the consolation needed. thank you.
THEN THEN PW PW PW UNTIL SIX PM
THEN THEN OCIP MEETING UNTIL ELEVEN PM
i've learnt something during the ocip meeting. service learning, what does it really mean to you? do you want to serve more or learn more?
i can go die now cos i will not survive tmr.
OP TMR
byebye!
Sleepover at kexin's house was very fun even though i think i didnt enjoy myself to the fullest!
The rock band thingy made so many people addict to it and i must point out that chengteng was the most shuai and pro drummer + vocalist for the night.
uhm yufong's and kexin's birthday! celebrated it with FOUR cakes lol. i think they did enjoy themselves hugging each other hor. next time i shall find some chio bu with the same birthday as me and celebrate with her.
and oh, i did a very stupid thing halfway through the stayover. i only knew how to get fun out of everything but didnt give a damn about the consequence. sorry yufong.
me, jieqi, yinhwee, jordan and weiqing took a lot of pictures together using cassy's imac!! and the photos are damn chio de la! but they are all gone now T.T SADNESS
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today: 20th october 2009
we got back section B of our chem paper and i almost teared when i saw my marks. 10 out of fourty marks. weary good. i felt like squeezing my head into the toilet bowl when i looked through all the lousy answers i've written. i didnt have time to finish the paper. i already knew that my marks will be lousy but then what's worst is that the result turn out to be even lower than your low expectation :( sorry jonathan..
hm but being a strong and determined jonathan leaw, i easily got over my disastrous results after the lesson. A tap on the shoulder by a friend does help a lot i must say (: and the consolation needed. thank you.
THEN THEN PW PW PW UNTIL SIX PM
THEN THEN OCIP MEETING UNTIL ELEVEN PM
i've learnt something during the ocip meeting. service learning, what does it really mean to you? do you want to serve more or learn more?
i can go die now cos i will not survive tmr.
OP TMR
byebye!
2:10 AM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
itself/eatself/吃自己
today i ate FIVE ice cream and after eating them my sore throat certainly became much better.
okay let's start with the beginning of the day.
first thing i woke up in the morning, i swallowed my saliva. i have sore throat :(
then i faced a dilemma of whether i want to go school or stay at home to rest and recover. usually when i have the 念头 of ponning school, there is 99% chance i will just stay at home and get a MC. but then after much consideration i decided to attend school. it was a wrong decision. at the bus-stop at Little India, bus 48 came first and i boarded the bus. this was my second wrong decision. soon after i saw a bus 66 emerging from the back. fuck. i alighted bus 48 at the NUS bus stop and that bus 66 fucking ran away. i should have taken that bus 66. damn it. late again.
okay let's start with the beginning of the day.
first thing i woke up in the morning, i swallowed my saliva. i have sore throat :(
then i faced a dilemma of whether i want to go school or stay at home to rest and recover. usually when i have the 念头 of ponning school, there is 99% chance i will just stay at home and get a MC. but then after much consideration i decided to attend school. it was a wrong decision. at the bus-stop at Little India, bus 48 came first and i boarded the bus. this was my second wrong decision. soon after i saw a bus 66 emerging from the back. fuck. i alighted bus 48 at the NUS bus stop and that bus 66 fucking ran away. i should have taken that bus 66. damn it. late again.
15 demerit points
hm, after school was sports again for all the sporty boys and girls like me. i've been doing sports for five consecutive days. i played frisbee, soccer, basketball, squash and netball. really very sot de.
recently i've been writing my thoughts and my life in a personal diary. i feel that i lack the passion/motivation to blog online le :(
recently i've been writing my thoughts and my life in a personal diary. i feel that i lack the passion/motivation to blog online le :(
11:29 PM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
YOYOYOYO!!
i was so bored in the morning but the afternoon really made me happier! :D
i went marina square with my parents and brother to eat and to shop! dun know how long never go out as a family le O.O i bought a new shirt and my mum paid for it YAY!
hm after that i walked to city hall mrt to meet wenxuan and daniel. they were LATE. okay then we mrt-ed down to boonkeng to find the Boon Music Studio. we alighted the mrt before i realised it is at potong pasir and not boonkeng. but not to afraid, it's only another stop away from boonkeng. so we happily took the train to potong pasir and finally arrived at the grand musical studio.
we were totally n00b and crazy? just anyhow play and act like mad people inside the studio haha
by the way, we composed two songs. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. here are the recordings. hope you enjoy it and can appreciate our style of music :D
HERE'S ANOTHER ONE [the previous one is like crap i know but this one really not bad. daniel's singing is damn good] :
vocalist: daniel
bassist: wenxuan
OUR COMPOSITION NOT BAD RIGHT! THEY ARE ALL IMPROMPTTU DE LEHHHHH!!
hehe
took train to cineleisure to have dinner and then back to kovan to play pool! i'm seriously damn talented at pool :D
okay nothing else liao. byebye.
soocer tmr :D
11:00 PM
I WANT TO DO A LOT OF THINGS
BUT WHY AM I SO BORED :( :(
I WANT TO BUY MANY MANY THINGS
BUT I HAVE NO MONEY :( :(
I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO PLAY SOCCER TMR MORNING!!! SO LONG NV PLAY LIAO!
I WANT A PAIR OF NICE SOCCER BOOTS
PLEASE.
12:45 PM
Friday, October 9, 2009
RAWR
hello everyone! i just came back from ocip meeting!
i think ocip is damn fun and my teammates are all very nice people to work with! yay :D ;D
i had a lot of instances when i wanted to blog about how frustrated i was, the happy moments i had for the past few weeks but i just dont seem to remember them. even if i do, the feeling isnt there for me to blog already.
okay. exams. promos.
happy to say that it has ended but i totally flunked almost every subject. i studied a lot leh, for the past one week but i guess in order to score well, consistency is the most important which i seriously lack.
recently i became more nocturnal, always go study overnight. it's damn bad for health i know.
went to study overnight at serene centre mac's with yinhwee and ju yesterday/this morning. it was a terrible experience. i had to squeeze everything a semester worth of content into the small brain of mine within a night and that is so so so torturous!!! wtf wtf. i almost turned crazy when i walked back to hwachong to face the bio paper. well, i flunked it as expected. BIO sucks.
i'm really tired right now. i have no idea what my post exam activities would be cos i havent planned them yet!!!!
going to sleep in peace tonight :D
i think ocip is damn fun and my teammates are all very nice people to work with! yay :D ;D
i had a lot of instances when i wanted to blog about how frustrated i was, the happy moments i had for the past few weeks but i just dont seem to remember them. even if i do, the feeling isnt there for me to blog already.
okay. exams. promos.
happy to say that it has ended but i totally flunked almost every subject. i studied a lot leh, for the past one week but i guess in order to score well, consistency is the most important which i seriously lack.
recently i became more nocturnal, always go study overnight. it's damn bad for health i know.
went to study overnight at serene centre mac's with yinhwee and ju yesterday/this morning. it was a terrible experience. i had to squeeze everything a semester worth of content into the small brain of mine within a night and that is so so so torturous!!! wtf wtf. i almost turned crazy when i walked back to hwachong to face the bio paper. well, i flunked it as expected. BIO sucks.
i'm really tired right now. i have no idea what my post exam activities would be cos i havent planned them yet!!!!
going to sleep in peace tonight :D
11:42 PM
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
GO TO HELL CHEMISTRY :(
6:35 PM
Sunday, October 4, 2009
damn cute!!
11:17 AM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I'm a monster
weary good.
I'm a paper-eating, chess-eating, saliva-spitting, nose-digging, burping, smelly feet, sweat-wiping, girlfriend-slapping, arm-biting, water-spraying, farting, littering, shoe-stealing, moustache, pants unzipped MONSTER Jonathan Leaw Yee Guan.
weary good.
12:45 AM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
We are at T3 Mac's now!! Whee! Look at the time :O!
yinhwee: 'go eat shit and die'
jieqi: 'i'm a very hardworking girl!'
byebye, off to study hohoho :D
12:35 AM
Saturday, September 26, 2009
YAY!
yay i'm so happy that i got into the west coast CC ocip! at the same time, i feel a bit nervous and insecure also, cos i know nobody in my ocip team and the people inside are from all walks of life, mostly uni students? O.O
GOING TO STUDY AT THE AIRPORT TILL TMR MORNING!! WHOOHOO! :D :D
GOING TO STUDY AT THE AIRPORT TILL TMR MORNING!! WHOOHOO! :D :D
6:14 PM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
OMG
i woke up and looked at my handphone!!!! it says 6 new messages and 4 missed calls AND THE TIME: 5:15pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?! i was on my bed WAH-ing to myself and refusing to believe that i was awake and that the time was true.
5:38 PM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Go Ghi Giao Gee Guan
Go Gi Guan Ghi Ga Gian
Go Gi Guan Ghi Ga Gian
go gou gunderstand ghat i gay?
8:16 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
MAPLESTORY rocks!
HELLO thirty year old BLACK CROW clan's leader ANTHONY! you googled me ar?? i shall reply your tag here! SEE here's my collection of maple cashcards i gathered when i was secondary three. just look at the number of cards. stunning. i couldnt believe it too. they cost 300 dollars. THREE HUNDRED BUCKS!!!! that is equivalent to the cost of photocopying TEN THOUSAND pieces of paper at the hwachong photocopy shop. stupid me.
here's my character named 13th district! i see him everyday during the sec3 December holidays.Maplestory was like an integral and indispensable part of my life back then. of course i didnt play like how Reggie did, but it really washed away so much of my precious time MANNNN.
i switched on my computer everytime my parents went out and i played under constant fear that my mum would just open the house door and catch me in maple action. i would play for the whole day when my parents were out in malaysia. And there were a few times i didnt sleep and played for the whole night. COOL isn't it. but surprisingly hor, my grades weren't affected much leh heh heh heh.
i made a good friend in maple and we talked to each other like almost everyday back then. i wonder if you will read this.
dear maple addicts, if you want to quit maple effectively, go play private server like what i did. it makes you satisfy your wants in the game and then gradually makes you lose the motive of playing it. you will then ask yourself: 'why the f did i spent so much time training my character to level 100 when i can do it in just 5 minutes?'
OKAY ENOUGH OF MAPLESTORY.
Academic Related Stuff (ARS)
studied with dom at hougang mall library and did a grand total of 2 math question in two hours. came back home and didnt do any ARS at all. haha. everytime like that one. even if i blame myself on my blog i will also go slack and sleep after i published the post.
I borrowed a book from dominic! TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE. the last time that i successfully finished reading a book was when i was secondary one. i must finish this book!
11:21 PM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Rant
this is totally fuck. in the afternoon my dad fucking hit me as if i were some fucked animal made for him to abuse. he slapped my face and smacked my shoulders. and his face, totally scary. so i fucking went into the kitchen with my eyes teary. sorry i will not talk to you anytime soon.
i'm fine already, after so many hours. sorry for being so vulgar.
after that incident i went to brandon's house to study. i tried my best to understand math 7b but i just couldnt understand. i cant recall how much academic related things i actually did down there. not much i guess; just a few pages of math and econs lecture notes.
hm, in the evening we went serangoon central to cut his hair and have his dinner. i mrt-ed to kovan to buy my angel and mortal presents and wrote them the letters at Yoshinoya.
that's all for today (:
oh ya, MY PHONE HAS TURNED CRAZY. it takes me 5 minutes to type a word sometimes.
I SLIMMED DOWN TO 60kg!!! I've been eating a lot man. i ate mee rebus at 5plus and ate rojak at 6plus and now i'm going to eat another meal again. i ate wanton mee at 1am last night and i ate sushi and a subway meal for dinner last night. WHY AND HOW DID I SLIM DOWN?
i realised i always blog at this time on sundays and i will say "OFF TO WATCH XING GUANG!" at the end of the post. i'm not going to watch xingguang today. i will faster go eat and then go do homework :D
happy birthday BRO! :D
i'm fine already, after so many hours. sorry for being so vulgar.
after that incident i went to brandon's house to study. i tried my best to understand math 7b but i just couldnt understand. i cant recall how much academic related things i actually did down there. not much i guess; just a few pages of math and econs lecture notes.
hm, in the evening we went serangoon central to cut his hair and have his dinner. i mrt-ed to kovan to buy my angel and mortal presents and wrote them the letters at Yoshinoya.
that's all for today (:
oh ya, MY PHONE HAS TURNED CRAZY. it takes me 5 minutes to type a word sometimes.
I SLIMMED DOWN TO 60kg!!! I've been eating a lot man. i ate mee rebus at 5plus and ate rojak at 6plus and now i'm going to eat another meal again. i ate wanton mee at 1am last night and i ate sushi and a subway meal for dinner last night. WHY AND HOW DID I SLIM DOWN?
i realised i always blog at this time on sundays and i will say "OFF TO WATCH XING GUANG!" at the end of the post. i'm not going to watch xingguang today. i will faster go eat and then go do homework :D
happy birthday BRO! :D
10:19 PM
WTFFFFFF TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF THE HOLIDAYS
11:01 AM
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
damn cute hor :D :D :D
Giraffe + Pooh bear = <3
happy 100th day :D
10:02 PM
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Hello World.
hello everyone. this week passed by so quickly!
Monday
teachers' day celebration!
Hwachong's celebration was quite lame? after the celebration, 7G went around like santa claus giving out presents to our teachers!
Bus-ed down to catholic high school with catholic high mates as catholic high old boys :D hm, i dont know why but i didnt feel happy nor excited about visiting my teachers and meeting up with old friends. i miss the time when i was in catholic high. i miss my friends too. i just didnt have the right feeling. i think it's because of the change that everyone experienced in these eight months of college life that made everything different?
anyway, i wrote letters to Ms fernana and wong mui mui. i bet my letters touched them a lot haha. i remember i gave muimui a chinese new year card last year as a teachers' day card.
Bus-ed down to holy innocents' primary with innocent mates as great grand seniors. nothing much to say about the visit.
wednesday: 3 months! :D
thursday: cant remember what i did. SLEEP a lot in school DD:
Friday
Last day of school!
i think the bio lecturer is not bad heh :D
VOLLEYBALL WAS FUN :D
slacked after school :D
ate two meals for dinner!
saturday
Math remedial and 'study' in school
first time we got dismissed on time for remedial :D
chicken rooster at coro :D
played with jieqi in school at poolside haha :D
sunday
did work but didnt do much D:
KFC for dinner!
DRANK A LOT OF WATER COS MY MUM BOUGHT THE RIBENA BOTTLE FOR ME! YAY
having breakfast with jieqi tmr morning :DD
playing badminton with 7G boys tmr! :D
OFF TO WATCH XINGGUANG! :D
Monday
teachers' day celebration!
Hwachong's celebration was quite lame? after the celebration, 7G went around like santa claus giving out presents to our teachers!
Bus-ed down to catholic high school with catholic high mates as catholic high old boys :D hm, i dont know why but i didnt feel happy nor excited about visiting my teachers and meeting up with old friends. i miss the time when i was in catholic high. i miss my friends too. i just didnt have the right feeling. i think it's because of the change that everyone experienced in these eight months of college life that made everything different?
anyway, i wrote letters to Ms fernana and wong mui mui. i bet my letters touched them a lot haha. i remember i gave muimui a chinese new year card last year as a teachers' day card.
Bus-ed down to holy innocents' primary with innocent mates as great grand seniors. nothing much to say about the visit.
wednesday: 3 months! :D
thursday: cant remember what i did. SLEEP a lot in school DD:
Friday
Last day of school!
i think the bio lecturer is not bad heh :D
VOLLEYBALL WAS FUN :D
slacked after school :D
ate two meals for dinner!
saturday
Math remedial and 'study' in school
first time we got dismissed on time for remedial :D
chicken rooster at coro :D
played with jieqi in school at poolside haha :D
sunday
did work but didnt do much D:
KFC for dinner!
DRANK A LOT OF WATER COS MY MUM BOUGHT THE RIBENA BOTTLE FOR ME! YAY
having breakfast with jieqi tmr morning :DD
playing badminton with 7G boys tmr! :D
OFF TO WATCH XINGGUANG! :D
9:38 PM
Sunday, August 30, 2009
my ass crackED
I WALKED FOR 5.5 HOURS TODAY. JUST NOW WHILE I WASHED MY ASS, IT WAS SO PAIN BECAUSE OF THE CONTINUOUS EROSION BETWEEN THE GAPS OF MY BUTTOCKS.
超级星光大道 5 VERY NICE! the PK people in the videos are singaporeans!
WTHHHHH. i have to go someone's house now to do teachers' day present RIGHT NOW and it is so late already and i'm so damn tired?!?!?!?!
10:10 PM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
吓到笑
tired tired! i'm tired every single day. why??
BUS-ed to cat high with dillon and wenhan for speech day at around 11.30am. ate at mos burger and then went for the ceremony to receive the 25 dollar popular voucher. after 4 years of hard work, they repay me with a 25 dollar voucher. i'm so touched :D
after that J8 to watch 吓到笑 with dillon and the movie is NOT funny and NOT scary at all. so the content doesnt fit the title and so DONT WATCH.
then we leaped happily to the popular bookstore with our popular vouchers! we exchanged the vouchers for cash from some of the people queuing up at the cashier and TATA, i'm $25 richer! :D
went back to hwachong for CO which ended at seven.
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so so so sorry again jieqi!
BUS-ed to cat high with dillon and wenhan for speech day at around 11.30am. ate at mos burger and then went for the ceremony to receive the 25 dollar popular voucher. after 4 years of hard work, they repay me with a 25 dollar voucher. i'm so touched :D
after that J8 to watch 吓到笑 with dillon and the movie is NOT funny and NOT scary at all. so the content doesnt fit the title and so DONT WATCH.
then we leaped happily to the popular bookstore with our popular vouchers! we exchanged the vouchers for cash from some of the people queuing up at the cashier and TATA, i'm $25 richer! :D
went back to hwachong for CO which ended at seven.
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so so so sorry again jieqi!
9:30 PM
Monday, August 24, 2009
hello everyone.
my cousins are in my house and i'm totally dao-ing their existence? am i avoiding them or what. i dun know. sometimes we can have fun playing with one another but sometimes i just have nothing to talk to them because we havent been seeing each other for months. they will be staying at my place until this thursday, so good luck to myself :D
hm, this makes me ponder.
people feel less comfortable and attached to people when they don't see each other for a long time. when this happens, we will start dao-ing each other as if we are strangers. no matter how you regard a friend as your bestie during your primary school years, how you treat a friend as your best study mate in secondary school, as time passes, we start to DAO. the problem with dao-ing is that it is IRREVERSIBLE most of the time. once you start to neglect their existence when you see them, there goes the friendship because you will only get more unwilling and shy to approach them if you see them again.
hm, this makes me ponder.
people feel less comfortable and attached to people when they don't see each other for a long time. when this happens, we will start dao-ing each other as if we are strangers. no matter how you regard a friend as your bestie during your primary school years, how you treat a friend as your best study mate in secondary school, as time passes, we start to DAO. the problem with dao-ing is that it is IRREVERSIBLE most of the time. once you start to neglect their existence when you see them, there goes the friendship because you will only get more unwilling and shy to approach them if you see them again.
8:31 PM
Sunday, August 23, 2009
nonsense.
omg. what is happening to me? i think i ate too much pills and strepsils. the things i say dont seem to make sense at all. like in msn convo or just casual talking to my parents, i will suddenly blank out and think ' what exactly am i trying to tell the person?' AND I KEEP FORGETING THE THINGS I WANT TO SAY.early sign of alzheimer's disease???
sian. my life is so screwed.
12:09 PM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
fuck man. from morning until now i havent completed any of the remedial questions. what the fuck is wrong with me? i'm getting more and more stupid, seriously. i'm really damn damn damn irritated and annoyed by the questions. it makes me feel like tearing the remedial worksheet into a million pieces. i'm spending too much fucking time on the fucking remedial exercises and the remedial cycle will continue because i wont have time to cope with the current topics and i will stay in remedial forever and so fuck my life.
fuck my life. i'll just get a few Bs for A levels and go into NUS and be a lousy person.
fuck math questions also. they really are like fuck-tards that make your life difficult. i used to love math but now i feel ike fucking math.
11:40 AM
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
'time flies' by Mr Tan Pings Hocks
it is so scary to look at the calendar D:
12th of august?! WASN'T BLOCK TEST JUST OVER?? what the shit.
sometimes, i have no idea how a day has passed.
TIME, CAN YOU PLEASE STOP FLYING?
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(:
12th of august?! WASN'T BLOCK TEST JUST OVER?? what the shit.
sometimes, i have no idea how a day has passed.
TIME, CAN YOU PLEASE STOP FLYING?
_________________________________________________________________
(:
9:33 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
i set it as my ringtone yay :DD
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okay i shall start off by telling you: 'my hair is like shit'.
visited the hairdresser and headed down to the swimming club to meet brandon to 'study'. note that i use inverted comma again. though it's named as a Swimming Club, it has a wide range of facilities available other than a swimming pool. brandon's mum treated me dinner, rmb to help me thank her hor.
after dinner i had this crazy suggestion: 'let's go play bowling, throw one ball and do one question!' WHAT A GREAT SUGGESTION!
SO IN THE END I DID LIKE ONE QUESTION? AFTER THROWING SO MANY BALLSSSSSSSS? WTF
reached home at ten plus and watched tv.
fell asleep while sms-ing and i forgot to set my alarm :(
hmm, i'm only left with half a day to do all my homework?!?! fuck.
ps: i laughed so hard when i saw all the retarded comments on facebook LOL!
12:41 PM
Sunday, August 9, 2009
UP!
the movie was awesome!!!
very long never go out as a class le! the feeling was GREAT!!
i dun have anything else to say le?!
later going to some swimming club. not to swim haha. go there STUDY!
BYE!
very long never go out as a class le! the feeling was GREAT!!
i dun have anything else to say le?!
later going to some swimming club. not to swim haha. go there STUDY!
BYE!
12:05 PM
Saturday, August 8, 2009
holidays
whee still got three more days of holiday! WARY GOOD DA!
it kind of scare me when i read the compre passage on wednesday. is my boss really going to google me and find my blog with all the crap inside? or will my employees (WHICH MEANS I'M THE BOSS :DD) google me and get shocked: 'wah my boss like that one ar?' all my digital footprints will be left behind in this world of new media, be it on facebook or on my blog, unless i delete all my accounts. maybe we should all think twice before posting something online? i dont think i will do so leh.
thursday.
eh i could have gone home from school at four but i chose not to and you know what time i reached home? 8.30pm. then i ate dinner and i bathed and i posted photos on facebook and i read blogs and LJs and i wanted to sleep for twenty minutes but i ended up waking up at 12.30am!!! finally, i opened my EOM document and started to evaluate my material. so what's the consequence of this? sleep at 3.30am lor. the three hours of doing the EOM includes 1 hour of cutting down my word count and 20 minutes figuring out on how to make the lines double spacing. wary da smart da.
yesterday.
ndp celebration is like crap?
PW trial!
lunch at parkway and cycled at east coast!
was wary tired but it was very fun! :DD
SPENT A LOT OF MONEY YAY!
okay i very poor thing now. i dont to spend money on lunch so i have to eat plain porridge with canned food. going to study with jieqi first before going for CLASS GEMS- MOVIE APPRECIATION! so fun!
whee still got three more days of holiday! WARY GOOD DA!
it kind of scare me when i read the compre passage on wednesday. is my boss really going to google me and find my blog with all the crap inside? or will my employees (WHICH MEANS I'M THE BOSS :DD) google me and get shocked: 'wah my boss like that one ar?' all my digital footprints will be left behind in this world of new media, be it on facebook or on my blog, unless i delete all my accounts. maybe we should all think twice before posting something online? i dont think i will do so leh.
thursday.
eh i could have gone home from school at four but i chose not to and you know what time i reached home? 8.30pm. then i ate dinner and i bathed and i posted photos on facebook and i read blogs and LJs and i wanted to sleep for twenty minutes but i ended up waking up at 12.30am!!! finally, i opened my EOM document and started to evaluate my material. so what's the consequence of this? sleep at 3.30am lor. the three hours of doing the EOM includes 1 hour of cutting down my word count and 20 minutes figuring out on how to make the lines double spacing. wary da smart da.
yesterday.
ndp celebration is like crap?
PW trial!
lunch at parkway and cycled at east coast!
was wary tired but it was very fun! :DD
SPENT A LOT OF MONEY YAY!
okay i very poor thing now. i dont to spend money on lunch so i have to eat plain porridge with canned food. going to study with jieqi first before going for CLASS GEMS- MOVIE APPRECIATION! so fun!
11:03 AM
Monday, August 3, 2009
so tired
i dun know what to blog about my life.
study, watch tv, do homework, use computer. nothing interesting at all.
i slept very late last night. feel extremely tired right now.
o.o i found my gameboy colour and i'm playing pokemon red version. i just got my charmander (: gonna train it until it becomes CHARLIZARD, then use rare candy code and make it level 100. hehehe
had one on one bio R with mr ngoh today haha. uhm actually not considered as a remedial la, he just talked to me about how he can help me improve on my horrible grades.
volleyball is damn fun (:
CO was quite okay (:
study, watch tv, do homework, use computer. nothing interesting at all.
i slept very late last night. feel extremely tired right now.
o.o i found my gameboy colour and i'm playing pokemon red version. i just got my charmander (: gonna train it until it becomes CHARLIZARD, then use rare candy code and make it level 100. hehehe
had one on one bio R with mr ngoh today haha. uhm actually not considered as a remedial la, he just talked to me about how he can help me improve on my horrible grades.
volleyball is damn fun (:
CO was quite okay (:
10:05 PM
Thursday, July 30, 2009
weird
i sat and stoned on the bus on my way to bishan. then i had a weird feeling cos i found myself smiling for no reason. then i recalled what i was thinking a few seconds ago. 'OH i was actually thinking of some guai lan stuff i did very long ago'
other people will think 'that guy sot one ar?'
sometimes i cant hide the things that are running through my mind. they will just reflect on my face naturally. this is a bad bad thing.
when you're day dreaming, and thinking of something random, try recalling why are you thinking of that thing. you will have a whole chain of thoughts that you've just had and eventually you will find the root cause of that something you're thinking of. it's quite fun (and boleaw) actually.
hm i dun think anyone can understand what i'm trying to say haha.
other people will think 'that guy sot one ar?'
sometimes i cant hide the things that are running through my mind. they will just reflect on my face naturally. this is a bad bad thing.
when you're day dreaming, and thinking of something random, try recalling why are you thinking of that thing. you will have a whole chain of thoughts that you've just had and eventually you will find the root cause of that something you're thinking of. it's quite fun (and boleaw) actually.
hm i dun think anyone can understand what i'm trying to say haha.
12:26 AM
never ending
fuck i really have so many things to do. i just finished pw and now i have to start on something else. bio revision, chem? eom?!!? fuck. mrs tan say i have to find a new article.
WHEN IS THIS GOING TO END??!?!
my life is like
FML.
F.OUR.L.
F THE EDUCATION SYSTEM.
our A level results are based on the bell curve graph thingy right?!!?
EVERYONE DUN STUDY LA. EVERYONE WILL STILL GET THE SAME GRADES. WHAT'S THE DIFF HUH.
WHEN IS THIS GOING TO END??!?!
my life is like
一波未平，一波又起
i think this applies to every JC student.FML.
F.OUR.L.
F THE EDUCATION SYSTEM.
our A level results are based on the bell curve graph thingy right?!!?
EVERYONE DUN STUDY LA. EVERYONE WILL STILL GET THE SAME GRADES. WHAT'S THE DIFF HUH.
12:15 AM
Friday, July 24, 2009
7G rocks!!! :D
RACIAL HARMONY DAY~!!
i think my class is damn on and that's why 7G rocks! :D
i've never wore a traditional chinese costume before until i entered this class haha.
i unintentionally clicked on this picture taken from the ISP which was saved on my desktop.
this picture left me with deep thoughts.
PLEASE CLICK ON THE PICTURE TO SEE THE CONTENT OF THE PICTURE!
WHAT IF???????????
the school did not reallocate students from 09S7G to some other classes and from other classes to 09S7G?
these people wouldnt be in my class:
ong jieqi- a lot of things would be TOTALLY different for me
tanqianwen- my pw leader would be another person and my progress for pw might end up like glen's group.
tanweiqing- jordan would be together with another person lol. JOKING hor weiqing haha
wee lay kids- no one to remind us to go lecture and chengteng wouldnt be as emo as he is right now
ke xin- my pw group would be different!
yubin- one less joker, lesser laughter in class haha. MORE FOOD TO EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jessica yu- class without a hiphop HEAD
hsinying- no more gangster in class. xiao wen would be laughing all by herself without people bothering about her LOL.
jingying- one less couple in class!!
lorraine- our orientation performance wouldnt be the drum performance cos she was the one who gave the class the score for the drums.
yinhwee- one less person who will do guai lan things to attract attention of boys like melv*n g*h. i wouldnt get to know azk i guess?
it's actually fate which brings us together as a class hor, do you agree?
if one person were to be excluded or another stranger were to be included in 7G, there will definitely be a vast difference in the way we are. everyone makes a difference.
i think my class is damn on and that's why 7G rocks! :D
i've never wore a traditional chinese costume before until i entered this class haha.
i unintentionally clicked on this picture taken from the ISP which was saved on my desktop.
this picture left me with deep thoughts.
PLEASE CLICK ON THE PICTURE TO SEE THE CONTENT OF THE PICTURE!
WHAT IF???????????
the school did not reallocate students from 09S7G to some other classes and from other classes to 09S7G?
these people wouldnt be in my class:
ong jieqi- a lot of things would be TOTALLY different for me
tanqianwen- my pw leader would be another person and my progress for pw might end up like glen's group.
tanweiqing- jordan would be together with another person lol. JOKING hor weiqing haha
wee lay kids- no one to remind us to go lecture and chengteng wouldnt be as emo as he is right now
ke xin- my pw group would be different!
yubin- one less joker, lesser laughter in class haha. MORE FOOD TO EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jessica yu- class without a hiphop HEAD
hsinying- no more gangster in class. xiao wen would be laughing all by herself without people bothering about her LOL.
jingying- one less couple in class!!
lorraine- our orientation performance wouldnt be the drum performance cos she was the one who gave the class the score for the drums.
yinhwee- one less person who will do guai lan things to attract attention of boys like melv*n g*h. i wouldnt get to know azk i guess?
it's actually fate which brings us together as a class hor, do you agree?
if one person were to be excluded or another stranger were to be included in 7G, there will definitely be a vast difference in the way we are. everyone makes a difference.
11:22 PM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
argh
i have so many things to do!
these few days i've been reaching home very late cos i spent a lot of time outside.
i came back home from xiao3 ying4 du4. went there to look for Indian costumes. i think the costumes are ugly, not nice at all. there are nice ones, but they cost $50, $60 even $100+? spend sixty dollars on something you wear only once a year?
came back home, totally shagged. ate KFC despite having over populated pimples on my face.
PW on msn.
HAVENT BATHED. GOING TO BATHE NOW. I SMELL SO AWESOME.
...................SO WHAT IS MY PLANNING AFTER I BATHED ARRR? SLEEP AR? IF I DUN SLEEP, I WILL LACK SLEEP AGAIN. I WILL WAKE UP LATE AND THEN BE LATE FOR SCHOOL AGAIN. THE TIME IS NOW 11.01PM. I HAVE NOT ENOUGH TIME TO SLEEP AND IF I SLEEP EARLY I HAVE NO TIME TO DO MY HOMEWORK.
EVERYDAY PASSES BY SO QUICKLY. IT'S LIKE EVERY MORNING YOU WAKE UP, GO FOR SCHOOL AND THEN COME BACK FROM SCHOOL AND THEN YOU DO SOME WORK AND SLEEP.
i have so many things to do!
these few days i've been reaching home very late cos i spent a lot of time outside.
i came back home from xiao3 ying4 du4. went there to look for Indian costumes. i think the costumes are ugly, not nice at all. there are nice ones, but they cost $50, $60 even $100+? spend sixty dollars on something you wear only once a year?
came back home, totally shagged. ate KFC despite having over populated pimples on my face.
PW on msn.
HAVENT BATHED. GOING TO BATHE NOW. I SMELL SO AWESOME.
...................SO WHAT IS MY PLANNING AFTER I BATHED ARRR? SLEEP AR? IF I DUN SLEEP, I WILL LACK SLEEP AGAIN. I WILL WAKE UP LATE AND THEN BE LATE FOR SCHOOL AGAIN. THE TIME IS NOW 11.01PM. I HAVE NOT ENOUGH TIME TO SLEEP AND IF I SLEEP EARLY I HAVE NO TIME TO DO MY HOMEWORK.
EVERYDAY PASSES BY SO QUICKLY. IT'S LIKE EVERY MORNING YOU WAKE UP, GO FOR SCHOOL AND THEN COME BACK FROM SCHOOL AND THEN YOU DO SOME WORK AND SLEEP.
10:57 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
fireman
feeling hungry, i switched on the stove and cooked 汤圆. yum yum, i thought that 汤圆s will turn out to be very white, nice and tasty.
i went into my room and attempted to study the REACTION KINETICS lecture notes. ATTEMPTED. of course i didnt succeed. i switched on my mum's laptop, talked to people on msn, played the guitar, and had fun exploring the webcam.
after two hours...
i stepped out of my room and i sniffed something unusual.
OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
the 烧焦 smell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WAS DAMN PANICKY!
I HURRIED INTO THE KITCHEN AND FOUND MY KITCHEN COVERED WITH FUMES/ THICK SMOKE (whatever it is called)!!
IT COULD BE DESCRIBED AS 伸手不见五指 KIND OF SMOKE!!
IMMEDIATELY, I RUSHED TO SWITCHED OFF THE STOVE!!!
THE FUMES WAS SUFFOCATING ME AND I WAS ON THE VERGE OF DEATH!!!
I SPRUNG TOWARDS THE NEAREST WINDOW THE FORCED IT OPEN, GRASPING FOR PURE AIR FROM THE OUTSIDE!!!
I HELD MY BREATH AND OPENED ALL THE OTHER WINDOWS IN THE KITCHEN!!!!
I WAS COUGHING AND CHOKING BADLY AND I FELT LIKE I WAS BREATHING IN TOXIC WASTE LIKE SULPHUR DIOXIDE FROM THE FACTORY!!!
NEXT THING I DID WAS TO CARRY TWO OF MY ELECTRICAL FANS INTO THE KITCHEN AND ON THEM AT THEIR MAXIMUM POWER!!
LUCKILY THE KITCHEN NV CAUGHT ON FIRE.
PHEWWWWWWWW
the fumes gradually eased and by that time my parents arrived at home.
i got scolded D:
i was really too careless D:
i wont do it again, i promised D:
印度 汤圆s
11:00 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
back to square one.
everything is back to square one because i'm starting to slack like shit again. what have productive things have i done? nothing. CORRECT ANSWER! EXCELLENT. WELLWORK!!
typical thursday with lessons all the way until FOUR pm.
i didnt really listened to econs lecture becos i was up to doing all the lame stuff again.
bio tutorial lesson. i very clever, did math right in front of mr ngoh and kena confiscated him. i always thought he blur blur one, mei2 xiang3 dao4 his eyes so sharp can spot me with the doing-math-pls-dun-catch-me behaviour. i was so fortunate that the 'very smart' person beside me instinctively took away glen's math answers that i was refering to. if mr ngoh sees it, he will think that i copy math homework and will report everything to his best friend.
i wont go amk in school uniform again haha.
chem lab was rather fun.
glen: 'hey today's chem practical is very productive leh, i think it's because of her presence'. the 'her' refers to the extra person in our class today.
after school jonathan was a very bad boy cos he wasted his time doing sports. tennis for 1 hour and then played soccer with wenxuan, jordan, CAO MENG, zk, zhiyi, a few NANYANG GIRLS (woots!!) and lastly, A GUY WITH THE MOST QIANBIAN FACE EVER, WHO LIKES TO JIHONG NANYANG GIRLS WITH HIS 'SUPERB' SOCCER SKILLS.
felt totally like slapping him.
orh then my leg cramped and yelled and screamed as if i was giving birth to a child. it was really damn pain la. how am i going to challenge Mr Ngoh for tmr's basketball match!?!?!?! AHHHHHHHH
everything is back to square one because i'm starting to slack like shit again. what have productive things have i done? nothing. CORRECT ANSWER! EXCELLENT. WELLWORK!!
typical thursday with lessons all the way until FOUR pm.
i didnt really listened to econs lecture becos i was up to doing all the lame stuff again.
bio tutorial lesson. i very clever, did math right in front of mr ngoh and kena confiscated him. i always thought he blur blur one, mei2 xiang3 dao4 his eyes so sharp can spot me with the doing-math-pls-dun-catch-me behaviour. i was so fortunate that the 'very smart' person beside me instinctively took away glen's math answers that i was refering to. if mr ngoh sees it, he will think that i copy math homework and will report everything to his best friend.
i wont go amk in school uniform again haha.
chem lab was rather fun.
glen: 'hey today's chem practical is very productive leh, i think it's because of her presence'. the 'her' refers to the extra person in our class today.
after school jonathan was a very bad boy cos he wasted his time doing sports. tennis for 1 hour and then played soccer with wenxuan, jordan, CAO MENG, zk, zhiyi, a few NANYANG GIRLS (woots!!) and lastly, A GUY WITH THE MOST QIANBIAN FACE EVER, WHO LIKES TO JIHONG NANYANG GIRLS WITH HIS 'SUPERB' SOCCER SKILLS.
felt totally like slapping him.
orh then my leg cramped and yelled and screamed as if i was giving birth to a child. it was really damn pain la. how am i going to challenge Mr Ngoh for tmr's basketball match!?!?!?! AHHHHHHHH
10:43 PM